I'm sitting here
waiting for my laundry to be done.
my cell is either in there
or at dana's place.
I have no phone.
working all day today.
I like dana's new place.
the location is perfect.
I like growing up with him.
I like building a life with someone.
I just don't think that spark is there anymore.
I can't feel the way I used to no matter how hard I try.
but maybe this is how its supposed to feel
when you become so familiar with someone.
I keep hoping..
maybe after this step we'll feel different
more in love
but each step
is another level descending
from what we used to feel.